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2002-09-09
Feeling a bit better: More or less. We'll see how much sleep I get tonight. I'm going to go read A Pattern Language and dream of my city. You know, sometimes it just makes me sad, the fact that I think this world would be a much better place if I weren't so broken. If my mind worked right, if I could follow through on the things I started and dreamed of... ...oh, I would show you such wonders that you would weep. You really would weep with joy at the beauty of it. Instead here I am, struggling to do my best imitation of a person who is independent. I don't know how well I'll do with this particular foray, but at least I'm still trying. Maybe someday I'll give up, but not yet. Hey, anyone know of any homes for stray crazy dreamers like me? They got 'em for animals, so I figure somewhere maybe someone's got a place where someone like me would be welcome. I hope so. |