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2002-08-19
Blah has turned to blue: Yesterday I was feeling, well, flat. Hard to really get across exactly what this feels like. I'll try anyway. It feels like total emotional zeroness. You sense things around you that should make you feel something, yet it doesn't. It's similar to something that often happens with depression, but I was feeling it without depression. Anyway, that's how I felt yesterday, accompanied by an unduly weariness. Moving my arms even a little made me feel weary beyond belief. Something deeper than tiredness - tiredness is in the muscles, but this was... deeper. I'm sorry, I don't know how else to explain it. Today I feel a bit blue, but not terribly. I've got a lot to do. Guess I better go do it. Yes I'm okay, nobody panic. |